On wednesday (1st May) we met outside and talked for a while. After that, we went to my room. I lend her my favorite book. Moreover she read the story i've written. She likes it. It's nice when you see a friend laughing to something what is supposed to be funny. We decided to play The sims 3. Friend hasn't played it before. So we created a Sim. I showed her city and told her what to do. This doesn't sound like fun, though it was. I choose to be happy. A day spend with friend is always a day spend well.
The best Friday ever
We haven't planned that we spend 3rd May together. Notwithstanding she texted me she won't have time on weekend. So we changed pans and went out on Friday afternoon. It turned out to the day we enjoyed so much, tough it was raining. She were my sunshine on a rainy day. We talked and smiled alot. We took pictures. We were listening to my favorite music (Everything has changed, Stay, You take me there and Back to december) which had a meaning. We played our favorite The sims 3.
We were going to go the house of my friend. I was raining but we didn't mind. We had an umbrella. We talked about the old times and it was pretty amazing. I love those talks with my friend. We went to her house to see a Marley. It's a dog who fetches a ball, jumps... Marley is just awesome. She took a care of him. Then we came back to my place to continue in playing the sims 3. No worries. Mom prepared a dinner for us. When it stopped raining and we stand in front of the my house, hugged goodbye. She said: "Today it was a good day." I smiled: "Yeah." I don't want us to be strangers again.
I spend a Saturday with my old friend. We hadn't seen each other in 9 months. Don't ask me why. We don't really know. She's studying in another city. We're not so close as we used to be. Nothing bad have happened between us. She left without a single word.
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In Thursday she send me a long message and I answered and send her that "picture with text" and wrote: "this is accurate". I was so happy she texted me because i wouldn't text her on my own. Even tough i missed her too.
I've already written, that we spend the Saturday afternoon together. We talked so much about life and everything. I found that she doesn't have a friend in her class either. It's so...i don't know... i feel better, when i know i'm not the only one, who doesn't. Incidentally she doesn't get well with her room-mate. We played The Sims 2 (at her place) just like the old times.
She still means a lot to me. I hope we can be friends again. I know it sounds crazy. We hadn't seen either texted each other for couple months and now we just go out and talk and i hope everything will be ok again? Maybe i'm naive. But I've know her all my life. Something like a best friend. I missed the old times... how happy i was with her. So many memories. Suddenly the one that got away came back. We were just together. And that was enough.
I wonder how many people from foreign states read my blog. Just reading without a single world. Do they eally exist? Isn't it just a misunderstanding? What if that people open my blog and close it quickly and do not read anythink? Honestly, i wanna get know anyone from all over the world. If you are here, reading my artickles, just let me know. Write anything. Seriously. You can't be so lazy. I'm happy if you visit and read my blog. I can't explain why. I just haven't met many people from another states, not even on the internet. It seems like you do exit. Moreover, you're reading my artickle right now. Probably. I'm trying to impress you. Don't be imaginary readers anymore.To be honest, i think i'm trying in vain. Get it, you don't care about my claptraps. Nevertheless if you want to write something (just to say "hi, i'm here") just do it. I'll appreciate it.
I don't like talking about me. About my favorite book, film, things either. I just don't wanna let people know who i really am. I don't mind tell this to my friends. But when i have to have speech in class, i'm afraid. Not like speeches. I feel like i should impress people. I'm afraid they won't like my favorite music, film, book, whatever. I know this is silly, because people are different and of course they do not like the same things. That's ok. I'm unique. Everyone is. I feel insecure about it anyhow. Maybe cause i'm afraid anyone will judge me. I don't feel good when i have to tell everyone (in class) something about me. I'm not a talker.