This song makes me sad. Could you guys believe it? It becouse of the person, who have posted it. It's like... it has been written for us. It reminds me of us so much.
We sang it at school. It was so atmospheric. Moreover I totally love this song.
I spend a Saturday with my old friend. We hadn't seen each other in 9 months. Don't ask me why. We don't really know. She's studying in another city. We're not so close as we used to be. Nothing bad have happened between us. She left without a single word.
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In Thursday she send me a long message and I answered and send her that "picture with text" and wrote: "this is accurate". I was so happy she texted me because i wouldn't text her on my own. Even tough i missed her too.
I've already written, that we spend the Saturday afternoon together. We talked so much about life and everything. I found that she doesn't have a friend in her class either. It's so...i don't know... i feel better, when i know i'm not the only one, who doesn't. Incidentally she doesn't get well with her room-mate. We played The Sims 2 (at her place) just like the old times.
She still means a lot to me. I hope we can be friends again. I know it sounds crazy. We hadn't seen either texted each other for couple months and now we just go out and talk and i hope everything will be ok again? Maybe i'm naive. But I've know her all my life. Something like a best friend. I missed the old times... how happy i was with her. So many memories. Suddenly the one that got away came back. We were just together. And that was enough.
I think a lot but when i'm trying to figure out something what to write to my Wednesday's post I am lost. It became a tradition. I write something every Wednesday. Maybe it's because i need some system.
I like this song even so it doesn't describe my situation. Do you what it's like listening to music and thinking "this is so true"? Nevertheless, Back to December isn't that kind of songs. Why am i listen to this music? Simply adore the melody and Taylor's singing.
Sometimes you have to do something what is normal. Not because you really have to. Just because your parents expect it. I'm not talking about anything epic. My problem are dance lessons. No, i can't dance. But next year i will have to go to dance lessons. Everybody does, in second year at high school. I am not looking forward to do it. It'll be embarrassing and stressful for me. I'm not enjoying dancing with people. But my mother doesn't get it. Incidentally, her opinion is important. It's not really my choice. She says it'll be fun and i'll learn dance and i'll wear beautiful dress. I don't think so. It might be fun for people who can and love dance. I'm not one of them. She doesn't care and i will have to go there, because everybody does. What an argument! But i don't wanna fight with her. Maybe she's right. Another girls are looking forward to dance. The truth is that my friends will learn dance to. At least i won't be there on my own (neither with strangers). But it will be hard for me, anyway. I'd rather do million another things in my free time. Bad luck, i'll have to dance with some guys (or worse... classmates), because it's what normal people usually does. You can imagine another stupid reason if you want.
As every wednesday I'm here to write you something. I'm quite happy. I spend some time with friends. It was refreshing. I heard perfect song on my Spanish lesson today. OMG! This song is absolutely awesome. You know that I don't like Spanish neither Spain much. But this song could be the reason why I change my mind. Cause now I know that it's really beautiful language. Honestly I don't like to learn it anyway. I just love this song. I'm crazy about it. I've already knew this song in English. Spanish version is better, don't you think?
I just remembered this awesome song. Cassie is the best serial character ever. ♥ She is so lovely. One day I'll run to my city too.
Sometimes I just feel this way. I hate being (and feeling) alone in a crowd. What if the ugliest girl at school has more friends than I?! I don't mean that I'm pretty. I'm trying to tell you that I'm just in wrong class. Her classmates are my friends too. They spend time with her, couse I'm not their classmate. She isn't really sympathic (not only because of her appearance), but she has got true friends. I'm quite sure that she is not alone as often as I. I wonder why? Why is the world so unfair? Maybe I just don't understand what being fair means at this planet. Why do I care about how many friends she has? It doesn't matter, I'm alone anyway.