Quotes In My Pocket

I'm reading everything again. Recapitulate. I want to post some interesting (?) alternatively meanful texts from my old articles. I know it might seem selfish. But i don't wanna forgot theese "quotes". This is the part one - until the April.
Do you like any of them?

December

"I wish you happy new year with no stress and depression. 2013 is going to be better than 2012. I hope so. Everyone deserve to feel better, believe me." Btw: This is the better year.

"I do have so gorgeous mum. Even if she is not and never was like Donna. But I don't mind. She keeps my family together and I can talk with her and trust her. I wish I can make her proud one day. " Btw: I've made her proud 3 months later.

January

I'll be girl who run away for better life. 

"I need to work in friendly environment with motivation. I don't wanna just surviving day by day." 

"One day I'll live somewhere faraway and everything what makes me miserable will be only a memory. I don't know how I know it, but will run away."

"I'll be myself. I'll live my own way. I'll meet my lost friend. I will make myself and my parents proud. I'll be happy and free." Btw: Done.

"I'm just watching my life wonder what if and daydreaming at school."

"I should not care about what people thinks about me. But I do care even if I'm smiling and pretending that everything is OK."

"I hate being (and feeling) alone in a crowd. What if the ugliest girl at school has more friends than I?!"

I'm sorry, but I love this one: "Schooldays are like bubblegums - sweet at the beginning, but then they are losing flavor and you get bored by chewing them." It's my own idea

"I can't just believe that everything will be ok and think positive for real."

February

Last five years

"I don't party all day, all night. I hate this kind of fun. I don't smore or drink at all. I'm not wild. And I'm ok with it. People should be ok with it too. Cause I'm not gonna change myself to belong. I wouldn't feel like I belong anyway. Because I don't. I'm me."

Read this one if you want. You know whats is sad? I don't believe in it anymore. It would be nice, though. Because as I wrote...

"It's the only thing which is worth it to believe in. Because if everyone will know and act with people as equals it'll come true. People will be finally taken as equal becouse they are equal! People just have to start believe in equality of rights."

March

"I found out, that I like to help people with ordinary things."

"I can't stand when are people mean at me. Now they aren't, but I've read my old diary and it remind me something."

"You know what is most important feeling in the world? Happiness."

"I just wanna spend holidays in my own happy way."

"If my 8 year old self would met me, she would be proud. I'm sure and it makes me happy."

"Dear Katie, succes doesn't make you happy. I mean it's not most important thing in life. Happines doesn't come from being succesful. It comes from your soul."

A rainy day

I'm happy today. I was writing a story almost all day. I baked muffins. I went out with my cat. Running and playing with her. I listen to good music. I don't mind the rain. I'm gonna read a book, spend a few time with my mum and watch some movie. Hope you feel okay today. GN!

I know this song is old, but i totally love it!

Just amazing!

So beautiful song!

Days spend with her

Yeah, so screw New York!

On wednesday (1st May) we met outside and talked for a while. After that, we went to my room. I lend her my favorite book. Moreover she read the story i've written. She likes it. It's nice when you see a friend laughing to something what is supposed to be funny. We decided to play The sims 3. Friend hasn't played it before. So we created a Sim. I showed her city and told her what to do. This doesn't sound like fun, though it was. I choose to be happy. A day spend with friend is always a day spend well.

The best Friday ever

We haven't planned that we spend 3rd May together. Notwithstanding she texted me she won't have time on weekend. So we changed pans and went out on Friday afternoon. It turned out to the day we enjoyed so much, tough it was raining. She were my sunshine on a rainy day. We talked and smiled alot. We took pictures. We were listening to my favorite music (Everything has changed, Stay, You take me there and Back to december) which had a meaning. We played our favorite The sims 3. 

We were going to go the house of my friend. I was raining but we didn't mind. We had an umbrella. We talked about the old times and it was pretty amazing. I love those talks with my friend. We went to her house to see a Marley. It's a dog who fetches a ball, jumps... Marley is just awesome. She took a care of him. Then we came back to my place to continue in playing the sims 3. No worries. Mom prepared a dinner for us. When it stopped raining and we stand in front of the my house, hugged goodbye. She said: "Today it was a good day." I smiled: "Yeah." I don't want us to be strangers again. 

Back together

I spend a Saturday with my old friend. We hadn't seen each other in 9 months. Don't ask me why. We don't really know. She's studying in another city. We're not so close as we used to be. Nothing bad have happened between us. She left without a single word.

...

In Thursday she send me a long message and I answered and send her that "picture with text" and wrote: "this is accurate". I was so happy she texted me because i wouldn't text her on my own. Even tough i missed her too.



I've already written, that we spend the Saturday afternoon together. We talked so much about life and everything. I found that she doesn't have a friend   in her class either. It's so...i don't know... i feel better, when i know i'm not the only one, who doesn't. Incidentally she doesn't get well with her room-mate. We played The Sims 2 (at her place) just like the old times.

She still means a lot to me. I hope we can be friends again. I know it sounds crazy. We hadn't seen either texted each other for couple months and now we just go out and talk and i hope everything will be ok again? Maybe i'm naive. But I've know her all my life. Something like a best friend. I missed the old times... how happy i was with her. So many memories. Suddenly the one that got away came back. We were just together. And that was enough.

Sit and think

Now i seem like Taylor's fan, which i am not. I simply like this song.

I've done it. I break my Wednesday tradition yesterday. I was doing my hair (put curlers) because of today's photography (nothing special, simply anually photo of whole class) and i forgot. Interesting fact: I was absolutely happy yesterday. I studied for a history test with my friend (doesn't sound like fun, but it was, honest) and be both passed the test quite well. It was a day spend with a few nice people, unexpectedly at school. We talked and laughed a lot. I was looking at an old pictures and wishing i clould go back to that moment. There were my cousins, aunt, grandma brother and me in a Zoo, two years ago. They make me upset sometimes, even so I adore them so much. It's my family. Nobody gets left behind of forgotten.

I saw this photo on weheartit.com yesterday and thought : "Now and again! :)))" i was truly happy and satisfied with my life. It doesn't happen every day. Today i am not, for example. No big deal. I'm fine. I'm just not happy.

My class (and teacher) went to confectioner's instead of gym. Don't care about details, we just went there to buy some ice-cream and desserts. I don't really have a group or friends in my class. I get well (talk) with classmates, everything is ok in this way, but we are not friends. I'd sit with someone but all tables were placed so i sat alone. I smiled often. I was thinking about life and waiting for my raspberries with ice-cream.
I thought: "Everybody looks happy. Except me." I felt like i don't have anyone to talk to. However i wasn't sad.

I knew i have a friends. They just weren't there that's all. So i was lonely... for five years now. You know, i am not lonely all the time. In some groups of people, i just feel lonely, most of time. I don't worry about it. As i have written i get well with that people and i'm really happy about it. I can't complain. Of course i'd rather be in class with my friends, if you asking. Nevertheless i'm fine. At least i don't have any enemies. Do you remember the Midnight in Paris? This thought is snappy:

Unbirthday spend with cousins

I spend weekend with my little cousins. I adore them so much. My cousin Veronica is 5 years old. She's so cute. Showed me all Barbie dolls and cuddly toys. I told her some fairy. She didn't know the Alice in Wonderland, so i told her more about the story. She was fascinated by an Unbirthday. We talked a lot. It's kinda funny to listen little kids talking about pets (incidentally, Veronica was trying to catch a cat, but the cat ran away), what they thinks life and kindergarten. My other cousin George is 8 years old. We played some video games. He was always better than me. Sometimes, when i'm with kids i feel like i go back to my childhood. I'm not saying i'm not OK with my age. Moreover, i'd like to be older... But it's amazing to spend time with children that love you no matter what.

Btw: My aunt read a story, that I've written and she thinks it's great. I'm so happy.

Happy moments

Wow, I am really surprised of the number of my readers! I mean views of my blog. Thank you so much! Wish you write some comments. What's up people? Are you too lazy to write few words? It would make me happy. Anyway I'm glad I've got readers from almost all over the world. Could you follow my blog, please? I wonder if you're coming back to read what I've written. Could you just let me know you're here please? It would be nice. Thanx!

This week is something special, because I spend schooldays with my friends. I'm enjoying it. It's nice to know, that I'm not alone. I feel like I belong. I just have somebody to talk to. Life isn't perfect. At some lessons I'm bored and I can't wait to go home but anyway... I'm OK. It's so important to feel OK. I don't wanna stress anymore. Btw: Waking up for school is still problem for me.

I saw the Silver lining Playbook last night. I have to tell you it's wonderful movie. Jennifer Lawrence was excellent. I'm sure you know that she received Oscar for the best actress. If you want to see something what remind you what is life about, than you have to see the Silver lining Playbook. It's an amazing emotional story about love and life.

Feel good

 http://picturesofheart.tumblr.com/post/43915055305 

I'm not going anywhere. Now I'm really satisfied with my life. Nothing is perfect, you know. This friday have been the best friday of whole month. Succesful day, which I truly enjoyed. I feld useful and I spoke to fine people. Me and my friend (one of a few good friends) had fun. It was one of those moments when you realize you're happy. I would thank god if I believe in any. I thank my friend for being there for me instead. I know she won't read this but nevermind. I'm not gonna tell anyone about this blog. It's my secret.

Do you know what is unbelievable? One day I'm desperate of my life (fake smile on) and my mind is full of worries. Another day (i mean tomorrow) I'm happy of my life, I'm smiling and don't feel alone. I don't have to wake up so early as usual tomorrow. Hope you feel good too!

Pretty little liars fan

I have holidays! I read a lot. I'm going out, because it's snowing! I'm from village, so you can imagine how beautiful is snow on my garden. Everything is pure white. Tomorrow is st Valentine's day, but I'm single and I don't mind. My little cousins visited me yesterday. It's such a lovely time! I'm really happy.

Pretty little liars

My favorite series. I'm watching PLL since spring 2011. I totally love it! I haven't onlyone favorite character. I used to love Aria most, then I take to Hanna. I love Ezra, I like Jason and Wren. Alison is awesome, I've drown part of her face in art lesson. Spencer and Emily are gorgeous too! Hanna's mother is really likeable. It's an interesting dramatic story. You never know what will happen next! It's one of the best series ever!

   

Perfect song

Dímelo

As every wednesday I'm here to write you something. I'm quite happy. I spend some time with friends. It was refreshing. I heard perfect song on my Spanish lesson today. OMG! This song is absolutely awesome. You know that I don't like Spanish neither Spain much. But this song could be the reason why I change my mind. Cause now I know that it's really beautiful language. Honestly I don't like to learn it anyway. I just love this song. I'm crazy about it. I've already knew this song in English. Spanish version is better, don't you think?

Quote of the Day

This quote is so accurate! I'm trying to learn something about everything for school most of all. But I'm also trying to learn everything about something. I do it for myself, not for school neither for my future job. I'm not talking about school subject, only about my interest.

Little facts about my week

I can tell you that this weak is succesful. I think positive and everything is OK. I'm genuinely happy. I talk to people more. I'm studying and I passed some tests. Chemistry test - mark B and what is incredible about math exam - I have mark A! I didn't expected it. I'm reading Be careful what you wish for by Alexandra Potter. It's good story. I had curly hair and people liked it! I drew and  some classmates thought that my picture is hilarious. I lost my textbook. I was outside becouse of snow. My mum bought me new black pen! Black pens are the best! I'm going to have TS3 seasons!

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