This song makes me sad. Could you guys believe it? It becouse of the person, who have posted it. It's like... it has been written for us. It reminds me of us so much.
We sang it at school. It was so atmospheric. Moreover I totally love this song.
I'm happy today. I was writing a story almost all day. I baked muffins. I went out with my cat. Running and playing with her. I listen to good music. I don't mind the rain. I'm gonna read a book, spend a few time with my mum and watch some movie. Hope you feel okay today. GN!
On wednesday (1st May) we met outside and talked for a while. After that, we went to my room. I lend her my favorite book. Moreover she read the story i've written. She likes it. It's nice when you see a friend laughing to something what is supposed to be funny. We decided to play The sims 3. Friend hasn't played it before. So we created a Sim. I showed her city and told her what to do. This doesn't sound like fun, though it was. I choose to be happy. A day spend with friend is always a day spend well.
The best Friday ever
We haven't planned that we spend 3rd May together. Notwithstanding she texted me she won't have time on weekend. So we changed pans and went out on Friday afternoon. It turned out to the day we enjoyed so much, tough it was raining. She were my sunshine on a rainy day. We talked and smiled alot. We took pictures. We were listening to my favorite music (Everything has changed, Stay, You take me there and Back to december) which had a meaning. We played our favorite The sims 3.
We were going to go the house of my friend. I was raining but we didn't mind. We had an umbrella. We talked about the old times and it was pretty amazing. I love those talks with my friend. We went to her house to see a Marley. It's a dog who fetches a ball, jumps... Marley is just awesome. She took a care of him. Then we came back to my place to continue in playing the sims 3. No worries. Mom prepared a dinner for us. When it stopped raining and we stand in front of the my house, hugged goodbye. She said: "Today it was a good day." I smiled: "Yeah." I don't want us to be strangers again.
I'm totally in love with this song. I'll write something about last Saturday and about meetings with my friend (best Friday ever!). Maybe tomorrow. So, sweet dreams, good night. Mainly enjoy the music!
Well, I should be studying right now. But i need to tell you, that...inter alia... I hate this kind of dance, retro and worries. I don't belong here. I'm not looking forward to a future. I don't wanna think about it. That morning when you wish you could sleep forever. Me and my friends, we aren't alike but... we all don't belong. People think that we are weird. But when we are together I feel amazing (becouse i'm not alone) and I don't care if we are weird limited edition.
God, I haven't heard this song for several months. It's so true. I'm not listeng it now, but this photo remind me how I've sang it (only for myself) few years ago. I loved Hillary Duff.
Me and my BF loved The Lizzie Mcguire movie. We used to listen and sing these songs with my BF. Don't laugh we were about 13 year old, lol. Sometimes you miss the memories, not the person. I wonder how much people change. I miss an old times.
I can't stop thinking about what happend and what would (or will) happen. I think too much. I think about everything, about people, ideas, stories, about my life and me. I wanna stop caring about what anyone thinks. But it's too hard for me. I can't just believe that everything will be ok and think positive for real. I have to acept that past is past. Need to stop worrying about unsure future. Being unhappy is not a solution. Maybe music is actually the best solution to any problem.
One of these texts
"God already has the solution." "Are you kidding me?! God doesn't even exist!" No one will save you. Deal with it. Crap about god won't change anything. I don't understand to people who believe in god. They wear t-shirts with cross, cross necklaces and rings. Is it necesarry? I don't understand them. They are in my age, believe in god, wear that clothes and think positive. Where do they come from? Why are they lying to yourself? Nobody will solve the problem for you. True is that no one knows the right solution neither answer. You have to try the invalid one.